January 2011
36 posts
So I'm sick
Not very much fun really….
It’s 4am and I still can’t fall asleep no matter how tired my body is! :(
My throat hurts, and every time I swallow I get nauseous. My ears have popped and my head feels tight. Most annoying, however are my stuffy nose and dry throat. I actually can’t swallow much because my throat is dry, and I can’t breathe through my nostrils. -.-
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“Oh man, tell me who knew that simply being content was the dream come true?...”
– John Reuben
Sometimes
Sometimes I just wanna drug myself to sleep. I hate falling asleep and everything that goes through my mind before I pass out.
I think that tonight I’m gonna down some Nyquil until I fall into a sleep coma.
Yeah. That’s exactly what I’m gonna do.
So this is my new plan:
I’m going to befriend someone, anyone, who lives here in the FIU dorms. This way I can take advantage of their room and sleep between classes. I’m tired of falling asleep in the library! It’s cold in there, man! Even with a sweater!! D’:
God is bringing so many changes into my life
Man oh man.
My journal and I have once again become lovers!
I wrote a poem for the first time in ages today. Fancy that! I’m sooooo not a poem person. I often can’t write poems to save my life, but honestly I was diggin’ this one. :)
I wish I was one of those beautiful girls everyone...
iloveyoumorethanyoucanimagine:
Who am I kidding, my pictures always look like
o.O
YES
“I wish we could fly away
Take you somewhere far away”
– Grits
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Woww
God, give me strength for this one. 0.0
Oh my! Wowwww.
“It’s when you’re breaking down with your insides coming out....”
– Yet- Switchfoot
entropyis asked: I saw your post on SHYB and I just wanted to say that you are beautiful, not only outwardly, but because of your faith. It shone brightly through your post and was incredibly encouraging to read.
:)
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niczayn asked: Hi, I just read your story. I went through the same thing you went through. I was quite skinny when I was young so I thought I could eat whatever and not have to worry. But then highschool came and I got quite fat. Got teased for it, and then I decided to lose weight. Probably got to weight conscious to the point where I had anorexia as well. It amazes me how you got through the dark times with...
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DEAR DIARY AGAIN
I wrote earlier this morning that going back to school today was enough to make me want to jump into that stupid lake by the business building where all the turtles live and get eaten alive by the snapping reptiles. FIU looked like a hellhole of chongas and disappointmet upon my arrival.
NOW I TAKE IT BACK! I’m so freaking glad I’m back here! I get to learn about different cultures and religions...
Dear diary,
I woke up this morning and didn’t think much on what I was about to do. It wasn’t until I hopped into my Mom’s car that the facepalm happened.
“CRAAAAAAAPPPP! I’m back at SCHOOOOOOL!!”
Pulling up to FIU I almost imagined myself jumping into that stupid turtle lake by the business building and letting the little buggers eat me alive.
Stupid snapping...
madefromdust:
I try to be so tough But I’m just not strong enough I can’t do this alone God, I need You to hold on to me
I always think that the worst feeling
Is when you don’t have control. That’s how I feel now. I like to remind myself that God is in control, but sometimes that’s kinda scary. Especially when you don’t know what tomorrow is bringing.
Jessica Garcia on Algebra
“How do I subtract LETTERS?!”
“Before every breakthrough, there’s always a breakdown.”
– Minister Albert
Boo ya!!
The coolest thing in the world I like doing is showing off my Italian skills by chatroullete-ing it up with groups of kids from Italy!
And also going to a good HOP.
And pretty hair.
And brand new clothes bought in an after-Christmas sale. <333
Ordinary Day
It’s interesting. My mom and I communicate via cell when we’re in the room next to each other.
I’m gonna start taking all kinds of stupid vitamins now. Apparently my mom also believes that I’m malnurished and near death. I now have to take iron pills, multi-vites, vitamin B12, vitamin c, and One-a-Day Woman’s vitamin every morning. O_o That’s 5 different...
